I spent the day in bed pretty much the whole day. I took Puzzle out but then came back in and lay down again for a bunch of hours. I realized that there was no way I was going to be able to get to therapy so I e-mailed my T and we have an appointment for Wednesday. I think around 2 or 3 I went over to the church to see if the minister was in and I rang the bell and no one was there so I came home and lay down again.
I have had diarrhea and I feel like I might throw up. I am not able to make myself throw up and I hardly ever puke. Like once every few years, maybe less. I’m guessing it’s been ten years or so since I’ve puked.
You know, it’ll probably feel damn good. There’s a lot I’ve been laying out on the table lately.