I think I’m going to be okay to go. The vertigo is finally fading. I should be okay in a little while. Yesterday, it lasted five hours. Today, it seems to have been just as much of a trickster.
Meanwhile, I have a bit of ataxia from the Trileptal that I just raised to help with bingeing. This causes “swaying” on my feet separate from the vertigo. I also have some edema from the bingeing I did right before I raised the Trileptal. I haven’t binged since the increase. I had to lace up my shoes very loosely this morning. That didn’t help my walking any. But I was just now able to tighten them adequately.
This really sucks.
Two things don’t suck: 1) my knee injury is vastly improved. I am off crutches completely. They are back in my closet. 2) I don’t feel depressed today. Just wicked annoyed.
I’d like to close this entry with some kind of funny remark. But right now, I don’t feel very amused by all this.