3pm-my ankles are still swollen. I have cut out a total of 230 calories so far from what I normally eat up till now. By the end of the day, it will be another 120, total 340. I was starving this morning @9am even though I had eaten after PZ’s walk. I kept myself busy until lunch. I didn’t feel up to walking to the supermarket today. Too depressed I guess, so I walked to the convenience store and bought diet cola–my friend–like the old days. Or maybe I was just too hungry to walk anywhere. I walked to the track, walked a mile, ran 1.75, walked .25, walked home, walked PZ a mile, and walked a mile (total round trip, that is) to the convenience store and back–total 7 miles so far today.
Knowing my luck, my weight will probably still go up, up, up. It is my body’s fate right now.
This is ridiculous. I shouldn’t be telling you these things. I should keep it to myself. It is none of your business.