The It Notebook: Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Just to let newcomers know: I am publishing notes from my It Notebook, a notebook I have kept on It, the psychotic phenomena I currently experience.  It is possibly that It comes from seizures.  This has yet to be determined.

Further Adventures With…It…and Puzzle….

February 2, 2011 Wednesday

Well, that does it.  My mind is made up.  I’ve been doing some research and contacting some people.  Yes, I need a service dog, and yes, the best dog for the job is Puzzle.  Even if/after It goes away, I still need her…deperately…just to get out of the house right now, and will always need her.  This is long, long overdue.  So Puzzle and I will begin a new life.  Even if she does not pass the Public Access Test (she is likely not to)….I have this all figured out.

It didn’t come today.  I have a terrible cold that scared It away.

I know what scared It away.  I binged last night.  And I binged tonight.  My head is killing me and I was depressed all day even though I didn’t get It.  My life is completely unmanageable.  Most days, I have It all day long.  I just don’t wan to go on.

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