I found that I was unable to give myself a standing dose of Puzzle. I was unable to do Intensive Petting while I was not experiencing It. I am only able to do Intensive Petting while experiencing It, for some reason. Weird. Maybe it is only possible while my thoughts are mixed up, or otherwise altered.
I tried–again–using doses of Puzzle PRN. This did not work to rid myself of It. Two or three times I tried the Puzzle Cure and all times Intensive Petting did not work.
I did, however, notice that my Puzzle and I were of course in synch while engaged in Intensive Petting, and that my thoughts are aligned with her, and this means that my thoughts are aligned–with something. I tried conversing with her. “I love you, Puzzle!” I said, again and again. “I love you, Puzzle!” I said a bunch of other things but I forget now what I said. I don’t know if I was making sense but I believe I was.
Then, I tried another experiment. I picked up the phone–still petting Puzzle–and dialed my T’s number. I tried to leave her a message regarding our appointment time on Wednesday, but found that the spell was broken and my thoughts were again about as jumbled as they had been before. I was barely able to get the words out.
Puzzle and I…in synch…I can speculate a lot about this experiment. What power she has! No matter what It is, whether It is a seizure or a weird type of depression, I don’t think Dr. P or my T will be all that surprised by this.